will i get this blessin

I took her blank canvas
and painted a portiat of
errything i wanted her 2 b

Mine...

Steady watching..

Jus sittin @ a red light waitin

Watchin my environment people makin statements

The whole world steady movin while im chasin

My dream how far will it take me

Lose focus get impatient

I come so far 2 leave my dreams vacant

Wot about reality

Is it hard or soft jus lik a piece of cheese

Temptation is lik a decease

Will I succumb 2 my demons or live questionin

All the wot ifs don't appease

All the doubt that I have inside of my body

Thinkin of a better tomorrow

Today filled wit headaches brain gettin hollow

No need to digress the stress

People doin bad their actions venomous

As I sit here watchin

Planning my next move no coffin....

LOTOYA LUCKETT

Ite let me start by sayin that I love her voice,the overall song is hot,the beat,the melodie,harmonies,errything! She sound sexy as hell,I mean wen I 1st heard tha song i want'd 2 have sex 2 tha song... Don't judge me tho,even if u do,fcuk u im jus bein real! Ite so 1st heard tha song an woz analyzin it and woz lik dayum she scored wit this shit and turned it up... I den heard a female singin tha song without tha beat and im like "Wot the fuck is this ho talkin bout!" Those were my exact thoughtz! She was singin it lik she woz bitter an glad sum1 finally made a song bout it...


1's I finally listen'd 2 wot tha hell she was sayin,I woz kinda upset kuz she sound like a dumb basic female... I kno she probably didn't write tha song,most singerz don't write their own shit so I can't fault her 100%... BUT If tha song woz bout how much she loved him and woz there 4 him and he gone regret leavin kuz other females aint dat loyal,i wud ave loved the song.. Even if she said dat @ tha end of the song as it was going off.. So she made a whole song bout how much money she spent on this nicca and he left her an now he want her back... Well maybe he dont want U back kuz u woz a basic bitch.. He jus want tha shit u woz buyin kuz its a recession an tyms r hard! LOL! I mean i dont c y he wud want 2 b back wit u,u based ur whole relationship on materialistic objects so wot did u base it on,u get me? U fort u woz tha only 1 hu cud buy dis nicca shit?? All he had 2 do woz find sume1 else wit MORE money.... Hell he probably left u 4 Kelly Rowland, she aint doin nuttin rite now but got lots of money! HAHA he want'd tha real thing... Okok imma stp now..



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pV_RIfj5Cwk

Cocky

Wen I woz yung and dumb,I fell in love..I woz broken heart'd @ the end of tha relationship and I woz lik man.. Fcuk dat bitch,no guy will eva love her as much as i did... I cud ave bin tha 1 4 her! U kno all tha shit heart broken ppl say... Wot makes it so bad is,i actually meant it! I woz not sayin it kuz i woz mad @ tha moment... NO,after I wasn't mad and was happy I STILL felt dat way bout her... We actually believe dat! Well I kno I did 4 a couple of yrs... I mean back den I seen nothin wrong with my thinking.. Till i c her recently.. She had found guy hu loved her jus as much as I did IF not more.. She moved the fuck on and forgot bout my azz... She got future plans and shit,kids,family portraits and all dat. All I got is.. NOTHING... I'm still single and dis gal got family. With dat,I learned that I woz very dumb and naive 2 think dat i woz tha only 1 dat cud love her...

I talked 2 a female recently and she was tellin me bout her and her ex. At 1st it woz kool,den she started sayin stuff like he will never find any1 hu loved him more den me. Or he wont eva b happy kuz I woz the one 4 him. OR the classic, I COULD ave bin tha 1 4 him if he didn't mess shit up.... She woz sayin dis and meaning it...

Fucking, Making love and quickie

Fucking, Making love and quickie r not defined in the dictionary so I figured id try an break it down so dat it will 4ever be broke! All the shit the same,dere is no difference. It is sumthing dat we made up 2 feel special wen we r havin sex with sum1... Can u make love with sum1 for 5 minutes or is dat a quickie? Can u fuck 2 slow music,candles an lite 4 play? Can u think its makin love but the partner think y'all jus fuckin? Wot kind of connection do u have 2 have? It's all the same,penetration... I mean don't get me wrong,I kno dere r differences but y is wot Im askin... I kno girls hu prefer 2 b fucked but how do u make 'fuckin' feel special? Like if u want it 2 b rite.. Do u lite candles,play sum sade,get the strawberries and den fuck? Do u make love 2 cut buddies? (random but a good question).. WAIT!! Shit just hit me.. Wen u 'make love' 2 a woman,is dat where she gets her feelin's 4rm? Because y'all "made" the love? Random,don't mind me.

I honestly dont care wot I call it. If keri hilson kum 2 me and said "I want a quickie" Im a make love 2 dat tall heffa 4 5 mins. If I dont have shit 2 do an can ave sex,I mite go 4 30 mins or so.. Play some r-kelly and lite candles so I can c an take my time... Kiss and lick her all ova kuz she looked tasty in her outfit dat day an she mite label it makin love kuz I took my time.. But.. Does it count dat I only took my time kuz I had nuttin else 2 do? If dis girl hit me up dat b avoidin me an we have sex.. I mite 'Fuck' her 4 a long azz time.. Change the position bout 5 different tymz.. Pound her shit out,deep stroke,short stroke,eat the chocha,smack her azz etc.. But I'm doin these things wit intentions of hurtin her kuz she bin avoidin me... Dat 2 me is fuckin but she mite tell her girl frends dat we made love kuz of tha shit I did... Idk. I mean, it's all jus words 2 me. It's all sex 2 me @ end of the day. I feel u should alwayz take yo tym an jus go all out.... Y? Kuz if u sumting goes wrong an a baby pops up.. Now u gotta spend 18 plus years raisin sumthing dat took 3 minutes 2 make... I feel lik sum one woz gettin tha short end of sex and started makin up terms 2 justify as 2 y dey were gettin wot they woz gettin... Its all a mental thing,jus lik errything else ppl gas up. O well.. Wot u think?

i dunna wot 2 call dis lol

I feel like writin but my pen doesn’t want 2 but my thoughts r writin they’re own thoughts on the lines of my mind dat creates these outerverisal futuristic disfunctional hardship lovin strange complex emotional compounded mandatory appetizing words dat feed ur eyes and brain kum abroad my Spacewordship...

Dey say I am the uneducated 1 dat woz sat in a private room alone because I had 2 much energy...
shiiiiittt dat jus gave me room 4 improvement 2 write my thoughts,i sit back now in this smoke clouds an sit back 2 jet off 2 my wordship zoo where I cant be tamed so don’t feed dis beast or else u’ll unleash my undercover dangerous skills dat will dismantle ur poetic perfection ...
U’ve worked on it 4 years so go ahead shed a few tears! Hittin u wit my lyrical boom boom pow’s jus like a child without guidance im so out control n wild with dese words..

It bekum serious wen i didnt have 2 use a pen 2 get a flow goin,i guess im obsessed with it probably becoz i noticed i woz blessed with this unique talent dat kum with a hustle,i started 2 hustle up these words n came up with This!!!
I am so gone with it Poetry is my wife,divorce isnt an option in our world, we come as one like 2 stars drawn together..

ugly 1`s

Ite so my frend asked me a Q` tha other day.."y do men date ugly ass gals?"..
I felt lik she woz comin @ my head,lik tha girls i kick it wit r ugly as hell or somethin... She continued 2 arks,"y is it that sexy women wit shit goin 4 themselves have 2 be on the hunt extra hard wen tha ugly ducklin got the good men?".. Great question faye,imma tell u y,4rm my stand point...

SOME beautiful women r use 2 gettin woteva they want wit a flick of the hair an tha kyoot talk...Their used 2 brehs takin them out 2 tha restaurants,trips to the shoppin centre`s an gifts 4 no reason... Why? Becoz they ar simply beautiful...Itz NOT ALL but its most of dem...They also lack conversation,r shallow,ditzy,conceited,dumb..The only way u might get them 2 talk is if they talk about:Wot they want 2 buy,goin 2 clubz,wot they shud wear 2 tha club,their ex,wot they want u to buy or even worse,WOT U AINT GOT!!

And 4 tha women dat r well "established," u get it bad 2 bekuz u feel lik u dont need a man 4 ANYTHING... Wen a breh tries 2 do somethin 4 u,ure 2 quick 2 say "I got it"..ure 2 independent?! Yh i kno its a new millenium an bein independent is "in",yet u still want a man 2 love u an make love 2 u LOL! U want a man 2 make u feel lik ur the only thin dat matters,a man 2 share ur deepest thoughts wit,blaaaah blaaaaah blaaaaaaah!...We need 2 feel needed 4 somethin...If we feel useless den itz no point 2 even try?! Wot u need me 4 wen u do everything on ur own???

NOW tha ugly ducklin.. She doesnt expect ANYTHING! She appreciates EVERYTHING a breh does 4 her.. If she say she hungry an he picks her up a McChicken or a double cheese burger she will eat dat shit as if it woz steak and wont complain dat it wasnt TGI`s... If u buy her a gift 4 no reason,she is appreciative,she likes tha fact u fort bout her while u werent 2gether... And 4 tha record the sex is fuckin 10's better LOOOOL! She likes erryting,take it in any position an likes it newhere... SUM pretty girls they dont giv head,SUM not all but MOST! Ugly ducklin`s treat a guy lik he is needed,she has pride but it dont get in the way of her tellin him she misses him...She got her man,she got his back...

beautiful girls @ tha drop of a hat can call sum1 else an all of a sudden bekum "busy".. Lik i said it aint all but its most...


Have i talked to an ugly ducklin? Hell yes...
Have i tried to talk pretty girls? Hell yes! Did I have the patience for them? NOPE! They expect 2 much and kidd k dont deal with the stoopid attitudes,i also dont chase shit but money... Wen i talked 2 a pretty girl,i always felt lik i woz bein talked down upon... I always felt i didnt meet certain requirements 4 them. Wen I tried to initiate tha convo dey were soo fuckin short and "uninterested" ,even if they werent,it seemed like it so I gave up...Im not a quitter,well i guess i am wen it kumz 2 dat... Sorry!! :o(

P.S. This is the EXACT same reason y girls date ugly brhs..Jus flip it round,wot u fink? man dem am i wrong? Females do u fall in the categories???