Break up Clarity

Caskets of people who I cared about,float in my mind.
Though their not dead.
Well @ least not physically
Ppl particularly females,
Who ive made cry.
Whov`e made me cry.

Just a tear though
Im still a MAN!
sky sportz,football,basketball,Playboy!
Their dat's better
Almost forgot who i was..

But it still doesnt change tha fact dat i feel lik shit
when itz all over..
Y is it so hard 2 admit how she made me feel
wen i woz with her???.

But it so much easier 2 say, "dat gash was fucking crazy"

I guess im less vulnerable dat way.
Or @ least perceived 2 be
I mean who wantz 2 hear a man say
"Oh my god,she cheated on me,It hurts so much!!!!
Or it woz good while it last`d"

Jay-Z dont do dat
My popz never did dat

TALK dat is,about anything emotional
Cause dats not manly
Thatz now wot we do

So I do
Repress,
write,
Forget,put it down as a EXPERIANCE!