HMMMMMMM!

Come on b u already kno where we're at
theres no need 2 front...theres no need 2 act
so just lay on ur back...and let me do wot i came here 4
as i lay u on the sack...an kiss on ur chest i can hear ur heartbeat soar..
cuz u know where im headed 2...dat sacred place i aint never been before
as i kiss on ur button...its ur jeans i start 2 unbutton...i grab u by your hips and say "u ready?"...
u nod a uncouraged nod...and i continue
i pull off ur jeans and take off ur socks...an kiss on ur ankles,calfs,thighs
u can feel ma lips an hot breathe leave tracks cross ur neck
i get 2 ur valley...and see a garden made in perfection...
i hear nothin...c nothin...i concentrate on u
juices flow...tha room gets hotter...dayum ur good...so i go slow
i grab tha protection...an ready myself 4 tha connection
u let out a sigh
i pump slow...den fast...den slow.....
we switch position bout 12 tyms...we laugh cuss an giggle al over the place
i take a glare...shorty if only u could c tha look on yo face
i speed up the pace,we let it go...an 2gether we blast in2 outerspace

I AM A ADDICT

Metophorically i am an addict...

wen 2 shoot is tha first thing dat comez 2 mind...wen 2 pass is tha last ting on my mind...

Greedy would b tha definition of it...

but anything short of infinite losses my heart would stil covet....

waiting 4 my next fix restless insomnia...tie up n shoot...

its as if my life had started ova..

takin in rehab is 4 tha strong @ heart.. accepting anything but a win r those without a heart...

smokin n ounce-3 point shot

killin a key--champion spot

steppin on the line--gettin caught

BUT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND HEAR MY THOUGHTS........

Withdrawls----NEVER

Rehab----FUCK NO

may b this is me...dis is who i will always b......

I AM N ADDICT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

09 BABY!

Allow me... To reintroduce myself... bladda bladda blah...
Been M.I.A. 4 a while.

Im ready 2 blog bout somethin good.
Took a break 4rm life... It'z 09 leavin 08 in 08..
Im high off life rite now,fuck it im "waisted"
Im 22 an il admit im still learnin wot life`s about..
...the capacity of people.
What love & life is etc..etc.
*sigh*
(In HOVA's voice: Wot u want me 2 do about it?.Im sorry...im back.)LOL!


Lite as a feather... I feel great rite now.
The rite ting is not always tha best thing..
Tired of unnecessary strain in my life
Love dont love me in a sence haha!
So Imma give it my ass 2 kiss.

Im goin back II The Basics,u get me.

Do me playboy... Fuck it itz all bout ME LOL!
I can tell i feel gud rite now.
Asshole by nature baby. =P

Jus random

Ive always said life's like a deck of cardz
Find a couple diamondz,hit a couple clubz
Stay away from jokers n think with ur heart
Dont be a solitaire in a full house..

Read the rules 2 rule out foolz from the kool crew
And u'll be ok Jack,ur gonna pull thru
Dont assume u gotta be the same color 2 stay straight
U better off tryin' to find 5 of a kind..so put away ur deuce deuce
Make like a spade n jus do wot suits u..

U cant place the blame unless ur stayin' vocal
Im givin' up cuz the games in a chokehold
My mind is global but i stay local
Im goin' postal like UPS

I see stars,so i reach 4 em in the form of a beat
But I missed Mars n hit Mercury,kuz it woz an emergency
U cant lie around an let ya life die down
Itz all bout money but these clowns aint funny
They jus dummies like crash testz
My life in writin is like da Clash of the Titans on my last breath
Look right towards the future cuz the past left

AM I,AM I,AM I?

No need to ask, I’m here 4 pleasing u
Anything u can imagine,has becum feasible
Never am i teasing u,unless it serves a purpose
All brehz b4,have jus becum worthless
I wanna work ya surface,i kno it seems simple
But 2 please yo body,i gotta work ya mental
So if im in tha middle of ya love,its ya mind
X marks ya spot,so wot treasures will i find
Ya body saying its mine,ya heart agrees
Temperature rising n` we decide degreesSo freeze……….lik ya posin 4 cameras
Like Mike Phelps tha best swimmer n` got stamina
If im comin after ya,please dont run 4rm it
Already got u blushin n i ain’t even touch itKeep ya blood rushin,mind has wandered already

Break up Clarity

Caskets of people who I cared about,float in my mind.
Though their not dead.
Well @ least not physically
Ppl particularly females,
Who ive made cry.
Whov`e made me cry.

Just a tear though
Im still a MAN!
sky sportz,football,basketball,Playboy!
Their dat's better
Almost forgot who i was..

But it still doesnt change tha fact dat i feel lik shit
when itz all over..
Y is it so hard 2 admit how she made me feel
wen i woz with her???.

But it so much easier 2 say, "dat gash was fucking crazy"

I guess im less vulnerable dat way.
Or @ least perceived 2 be
I mean who wantz 2 hear a man say
"Oh my god,she cheated on me,It hurts so much!!!!
Or it woz good while it last`d"

Jay-Z dont do dat
My popz never did dat

TALK dat is,about anything emotional
Cause dats not manly
Thatz now wot we do

So I do
Repress,
write,
Forget,put it down as a EXPERIANCE!