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Sunday, 10 January 2010
Rush 2 sleep
It sucks baby that I only get 2 c u wen Im asleep. Even wen Im sleeping wit another female,u show up an itz lik u have been waitin 4 me... Tha girl of my dreamz.. I can evam make out ur face but I kno tha feelin u give me is real.. I often nap jus so I can get a hug 4rm u. I kno they say dreams is sometimes a twist on reality and ur imagination and b gettin 2 caught up in dem it can possibly cause insanity.. I dont give a fuck.. Ill be insane then. Im bout 2 go 2 sleep now,jus so I can get a kiss an tell u bout my day!
Dating outside the race
I talked 2 a black older woman the other day. Sweet and beautiful lady. She woz flirtin with me big time so I jus sparked conversation with her while I woz @ work. Told me she had 2 kids. First baby daddy woz sum well off Italian guy. Her second baby daddy is a world class boxer, won't drop any names. Her new boyfrend is a well off Jewish lawyer... I asked woz her current boyfriend a black Jew or not and she turned 2 me and sed "I'm not attracted 2 black men anymore." I woz interested and asked her y. She sed dat her second baby daddy woz very aggressive. Very tite wit money even tho he woz rich. Said out of 20 black men 1 will pay her bills no question. Out of 20 white men, 19 will pay her bills no question. I asked her woz she in love with money or the guy and she sed both! Money is lik nice lips or a nice body,a guy with it jus makes thingz that much better. That made sense as shallow as it soundz. Sed the experiences she has had with black men has been nuttin but pain. No good has come 4rm any of them except her beautiful daughter. I understood that. I did understand, I am a blackman but I understood her kuz my father woz the same as the "blackmen" she talkin bout.
After she left I started questionin if I lik'd black women still and if I woz leanin away 4rm them more and more as I get older. One of the reasons is kuz I use 2 b broke as hell. I'm now financially where I want 2 b as of rite now. If u aint good,most black women ain't trying 2 fcuk with u. I broadcast a msg an asked "wot r women attracted 2 or wot does a guy need 4 a girl 2 fcuk with em..." Most of the replies had money first,then confidence appearance make them laugh etc. I am already ex'd off most of their list. Do I care? No. Most of them broke as hell as well. It's like u have 2 make a certain amount of money,b a certain height,dress a certain way. . All this damn screenin that I jus dont fit lol.
Even with all that said they still find sumthing 2 say, "Na u not my type." So we look @ brehs like Reggie Bush, and Wesley Snipes [amongst others] who dont date black women and judge them. Not me, mainly black women do. Most black men that has worked hard for their blessings or success.. or MONEY.. Had to struggle first. No one wanted 2 fcuk with them while they woz broke and average but wen that first pay check came, they all of a sudden became handsome. Or they mite see how black women then react 2 them. How money hungry they can b. Not sayin all r so dont be poppin off shit sayin U not. Not sayin other races aren't lik this but wen u deal with black women ur whole life n' u have had horrible experiences with them, once u find somethin different.. U will explore.
Am I done with black women. Not @ all! I luh my "sisters" but do I understand where da older lady is comin 4rm? Yes. Do I understand where Reggie Bush Snipes comin 4rm? Yes.
After she left I started questionin if I lik'd black women still and if I woz leanin away 4rm them more and more as I get older. One of the reasons is kuz I use 2 b broke as hell. I'm now financially where I want 2 b as of rite now. If u aint good,most black women ain't trying 2 fcuk with u. I broadcast a msg an asked "wot r women attracted 2 or wot does a guy need 4 a girl 2 fcuk with em..." Most of the replies had money first,then confidence appearance make them laugh etc. I am already ex'd off most of their list. Do I care? No. Most of them broke as hell as well. It's like u have 2 make a certain amount of money,b a certain height,dress a certain way. . All this damn screenin that I jus dont fit lol.
Even with all that said they still find sumthing 2 say, "Na u not my type." So we look @ brehs like Reggie Bush, and Wesley Snipes [amongst others] who dont date black women and judge them. Not me, mainly black women do. Most black men that has worked hard for their blessings or success.. or MONEY.. Had to struggle first. No one wanted 2 fcuk with them while they woz broke and average but wen that first pay check came, they all of a sudden became handsome. Or they mite see how black women then react 2 them. How money hungry they can b. Not sayin all r so dont be poppin off shit sayin U not. Not sayin other races aren't lik this but wen u deal with black women ur whole life n' u have had horrible experiences with them, once u find somethin different.. U will explore.
Am I done with black women. Not @ all! I luh my "sisters" but do I understand where da older lady is comin 4rm? Yes. Do I understand where Reggie Bush Snipes comin 4rm? Yes.
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